Today was the P.O.A test for me and it was suppose to be really a easy test for me? Why did I always panic at the most important moment?? Idiot sia... lolx. Lucky it was just a normal class test and not consider into my CA marks.. phew.. and today finally heard a good news that is we will soon be switching to the air-con room soon.. hahax.. and the LKY model student award here I come :) Hahax, I will take care of myself de.. you too yeah!

Wah, wear my uniform for two days le and i really cannot take it man! It was super hot.. luckily there is some lesson that enable us to go to the computer lab if not we will be hot to death!

Firday night and i at home? Can't get any more boring then this man fortunately got lot and lot of work to accompany me man... hahax.. today school was as usual and busniess fuindemental was as usual teacher doing admin work and not much things were being taught.. after school went home to sleep and at 9 to 10 self study time for me!

Accounts and accounts again today! So boring... Office application getting more and more harder le.. sian sia... after school wati for few of my classmate to finish homework because need to collect it from them.. after that Joel come and find me and I follow him to fix his phone.. Kum fei come and join us shortly after that then we walk to the bus stop to meet up with Jason.. Then they follow me to Jurong West to collect my things.. after went home and sleep!

My com really choose to go wrong at a super wrong time... just when project and homework came flooding in.. it choose to spoil.. today meet up cassandra after school and chatted with her for awhile and went home... meet up Joel and Alex for dinner ar night.... school tml again! Tiring and enjoying.. lol

Today was my school cca day and i went to join track and field! After school I went back home then went to Jurong west to sell my phone and get a new phone. Finally replace that stupid phone.. hahax.. photo from my orientation will be uploaded soon....

*I'm sorry...

For now i know, i am the victim of my own action and words. Oh, how now then i know that when tears start running backwards inside your body it actually hurts more than what your body can bear. Will someone out there bring me away to a place where my feeling will be numb and not be able to feel anything once again? No among of words could answer for the disapppppppppppppppppppointment i cause to people in my life...

Today the lesson was like at 8 am.... so tired sia.. hahax luckily both teacher was like quite kind to release us half an hour eariler then we manage to go home at 11.30 am.. on the way home don't know why my hp is spoil again! Idiot sia... then i cabbed to the service center then they tell me have to wait because they currently don't have the material to fix it! WTF...

Hahax, today finally start lesson le at least not so boring at school le. Got things to do le.. the lesson was quite interesting and I certainly enjoy it.. Office Application we learn about mircosoft word? hahax.. quite cute sia.. during the busniess fundemental lesson, it should be change to friendster lesson because everybody was using friendster to add each other.. hahax.. after school went to jp intended to buy some school material but in the end hao qiang call me and i went to move thing for him to ang mo kio.. reach home damn tired and went to sleep!

Today meet kum fei for breakfast, cassandra was suppose to be at there too.. but she didn't turn up. The orientaion program for today is like quite a lot but I am like only involed in one which is the motivaonal talk. The rest like cheer leading, notice board design and class tee-shirt design all I am not involed in. Went straight home after school and went to sleep... hahax.. at night went to yishun to meet up with some people.. as usual hao qiang drive us there.

Today was like the first time that i wake up at around 7 am for the past few months? lolx.. sometime i oso sleep at that time.. Leave my house around half an hour later and went to meet Joel at Boon Lay Interchange then we head to clementi together. Meet up Cassandra at clementi mrt station then we went to have our breakfast together. Samuel come and join us after that. When i step into my class, I was immediately singled out by the teacher for my hair. Then I take a look around the classroom then I finally understand why I am singled out the moment that I step into the class. That was like 24 girls and 9 boys in my class. The rest are all those ah gong and ah toot de loh, the boys. The orientation was like super boring loh, damn tired throughout man. After school went to cut short my hair :( sad sia and there goes the hair that i keep it for sooooooo long. To XTJ: Hahax, I cut short my hair again le but no choice ar! hahax.. really got back the student reputation, oh i forgot to add one word is model student reputaion!

School! School! School for tml.. hahax... So fast my close to 5 month holiday have pass le yeah.. today just meet up for movie with vinson, jimmy, colin and kum fei.. hahax.. To XTJ: Of cause that msg is not for you de, just ytd i super piss off with someone loh.. hahax.... i everyday free de loh... maybe after ur mid-year exam then call up and chat kay? cause u must be busy preparing for your mid-year exam le right? hahax.. all the best yeah!

Can't imagaine how unlucky I am? Went to collect back my hp, hp is fix le but i drop my sim card and battery cover away! Idiot sia have to get a new replacement soon... lolx.. then went to watch movie with Jason and Kum fei, watch the show untouchable a real boring show! I wanna upload photo frm my phone! Idiot sia... hahax. To XTJ: Hahax me nowadays very busy loh, busy with sleeping loh. Very busy hor? Lolx... Yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Shey!

Boring! Boring! Boring! Today just went to pay my hp bill and return money to wen jie.. Many plan for the next few day: Thursday: Go and collect my hp back, Friday: Go cut my hair and go to school to pay school fee(sec school de), Saturday: Go out shop and buy thing, time to dote on myself yeah :) and Sunday: Rest Rest Rest. 4 More day to the opening of school!

8 april

Today wake up at 12 pm then went to visit grandma at the hospital... wait for sister to see finish doctor then both of us cabbed down to alexandra hospital. When we reach there the doctor were attending to my grandma. After that the doctor told us that she is getting better le and both of us were more relived. 3 uncle and Grandpa arrived shortly after that. We stay at there until 1 pm then we go have our lunch at the market over there and we take cab to NUH to visit my grandma. Haix, both of my grandma are staying in the hospital. When i was looking at those old person, i was thinking that i do not want to live until too old when all those sickness will hit me. Then I take cabbed home as it was raining very heavily and I am very tired sia. When I reach home I immediately comma on my bed! Lolx. Have some really stupid dream.. hahax.. After that i wake up at 6 pm then i go buy KFC to eat! Hahax, i one person finish 3 piece chicken meal. Then hao qiang call me and say want to drive me go eat. When i board his car he go all the way to tampiness to drive xiao wei and then we go geylang to eat. At geylang there he quarrel with some old people and we almost die at there.. hahax. Then he drive xiao wei to KK Hospital and we slack at there for awhile. Then he drive Xiao wei to sengkang then the other girl to panjang. After that he drive me home and he was complaining throughout the journey. I saw xiao wei sister and she is like 20 years old. She already have 2 daughter and today 1 of the daughter is being sent to hospital due to a high fever. She cry when she saw the pain her daughter is going thought from there can see there really every parent dote on their daughter. TO XTJ: Lolx, i will never ever forget the 090808. Hahax, i know you wun tell other people about my blog de. School reopening soon le, scared sia!

7 april

Today got awake by hao qiang call again.. super irritating sia.. lolx. After that i wake up use com awhile then go downstair to wait for him to pick me up. He is also quite good loh.. drive me to toh guan there to fix my hp. My hp can only be collected 3 days back later... At night went to visit grandma in hospital when i reach there lot's of people were there already. Haix, super sad to see her need to put on a mask inorder to breath... trying so hard to fightback those tears...

Look like I have proven to myself that I have love the wrong person,
One thing that I should be feeling happy is that i reliase it before i fall too deep in it,
Perhaps all my past experience in relationship had taught me to be a better man?
Not a better man i should say, a stronger man i should say,
Sometime looking at those lovely couple down the streets really make me envy,
When will the time for me to arrive?
Althought this kind of thing can't be rush into but who don't yearn for a true love?

*Hp is spoilt, don't know for what reason... sianx

5 April

Today was actually planning to go sentosa but cancel it due to some people cannot wake up and also because of the bad weather. Then Hao qiang call me at 9 plus am to come out to slack cause he is very boring and he drive wen jie, joleen and me to wen jie new house to take a look. When we reach there we was like going round and round because he want to find a place with a lower humph so that his car can go in smoothly and not damage it. After that we go benjamin house downstair and drive him to jurong point to have our lunch at kfc. After our lunch, hao qiang drive joleen home and refuse to let us go home because he want to go and meet girls and ask us to faster call girl come out. Then i call up jasmine which stay at tampiness to meet up with him then hao qiang drive us down to tampiness. After meeting up with her hao qiang call up geraldine and we go and meet her and buy food for her to eat along the way to her house. While we are waiting for her under her block, we do a lot of stupid thing such as betting where she will be seatting and which floor she stay on and what colour shirt did she wear. After that we drive her to her friend house which is also nearby there and hao qiang went to park his car outside his girlfriend house. It was raining super heavily then we on call a cab then we headed to bugis to meet up with the rest. Had our dinner at the bugis junction foodcourt and while i was finding for seats i quarrel with a stupid person over the seat. In the end i still manage to get the seats. After our dinner we went to bugis village for a walk then we saw the same old group who had problem with us again. Then we headed to town to meet up with the rest and slack for awhile over there. Geraldine called me and meet us up too. Headed to boat quay then and we drink quite a lot on that night, 8 person we finish up 3 bottle still have balance of 1 bottle. The night at boat quay was like so? Really don't know how to put it into words.. haix we stay at there all the way till 6 am then we left home.

4 April

Lolx, just came back from a super tired day! Today was sleeping so soundly then kum fei call me at around 1 pm tell me: "eh faster wake up leh, i super excited jimmy say want to introduce to me some chai chai he bring 6 come out". Then i go meet him at JE interchange then we headed to raffles shopping center as he wanted to interview for a job. We had our lunch at mos burger. The place that he interview is selling doughnut and the doughnut look super delicious just by looking at it can make you hungry! Lolx... after the interview we head to town to meet up with lim sheng over there. Then we watch the show crocodile rouge which lasted for about 1 and a half hour. After the show we follow lim sheng go leftfoot buy shoe then we follow him take cab home. Kum fei and me alighted at 496 there cause we want to meet them for lunch then head home de! Then don't know for what reason we got up hao qiang car and he drive us to town again! Then vinson, kum fei and me have our dinner over at the foodcourt while wen jie and jimmy went to kpool. I eat slowly all the way until 10 pm because i want to watch the final episode of the 9 pm show at channel 8, almost everybody sitting near the tv were looking at it! Hahax.. after that we went to cheers to meet up wen jie and jimmy. Jimmy was waiting to meet up some girls.. lolx. When the group of girls arrive, there is one giant among them! Then they keep looking at us and all of us were laughing because we think that the giant were the one that Jimmy wanted to meet! Lolx.. then the giant girl hold the other more pretty girl hand and use that girl hand to wave to Jimmy. After that we were suppose to go to chatlet at pasir ris but due to some unforseen circumstance the chatlet is cancel le. Then all of us take train and went home!

*All these picture are taken at jab one sometime ago

Well today while i was browsing through youtube, i came across a video title 'girl have sex with over different 30 men at the age of 16' it is a show by Maury. While i was watching the video i was really shock at the girl attitude and i really feel pity for the mother. The mother had caught the girl of having sex in her own bed for 3 times and during the show the girl tell her mother: 'i enjoy having sex with different guy and so what you can do?' The parent broke into tears immediately. Althought the girl came from a western country, but is it right to have that kind of moral value in them? Fortunately, the show was meant to help this kid get back on the right track so that they will not destroy their live in this way. Another one i came across to is 'girl at the age of 15 insists of wanting to have a baby'. During the interview with that girl, that girl even brought all kind of different baby item and store it in her cabinet. The girl even reveal 3 shocking thing to her parent which i only manage to remember one that is she have sex over 300 time already. Seriously i think that this girl really have no brains in her. Firstly, she put herself on the risk on having sexually transmitted diseases. Secondly, from her thinking i can see that she really had not mature. Thirdly, she is really being selfish as by having a baby now she will only brought harm to the baby as she does not have the ability to take care of the baby and one day the baby may even end up like her?

Today was april fool day yeah! Lolx, stay up all the way till 12 am waiting to prank someone.. first wan to prank is cassandra but she expose my lie immediately! Lolx, after that colin also call and wanting to prank me.. lolx. When i wake up at 2 pm plus, i saw so many miss call orh! Mainly from colin and kum fei, hahax they want to ask me to go jp see movie. My hp on silent that's y i never hear until if not i will sure be able to pick up de cause my hp is damn freaking loud! They say meet 3 at jp, lucky i was clever enough to leave my home at 3.30 because i know they will be late de and i was the first want to reach again! Have my lunch over there and omg i eat damn freaking lot sia.. lolx appetite damn freaking good sia this few day hahax.. watch shutter at 5 pm the show was not bad nah quite scary but the story line a little boring only... after that left home..